Dare I say that spring appears to be well on its way? I don’t want to jinx it, but the last few days have been considerably warmer, the nights are getting lighter, and my garden appears to be blooming!
I like this time of year – it sounds a little twee, but it really is a time of new beginnings. I see it as a time to dust of all those things that have been dragging you down, and start afresh with a spring in your step.
For crafters, inspiration really is all around us now. The flowers are blooming – cheerful daffodils with their faces up to the sun, the pretty crocuses and tulips in the fabulous colours, and my personal favourite, muscari in all its purple glory! The birds are nesting, there is plenty of billing and cooing, and you can see the signs of nests being built all over the place!
So what has all this got to do with Athena Makes you may ask! Don’t worry, I haven’t lost the plot – on the contrary I think I may have found it! Followers of my Facebook page, especially those I am also friends with, may have noticed several references to losing my mojo. This has been the case for quite a while now. I have been going through the motions, making hoops, making jewellery, but my heart has not been in it, and I believe this has been reflected in my work. When you are not putting your heart and soul into something, it shows. This is made particularly obvious when your work isn’t selling. I hate to talk about “sales” and “money” but the simple fact is that I have been really struggling to sell my work. The last few sales events I have taken part in have been the worst financially, and by number of sales, that I have ever done. This has given me a bit of a wakeup call that things need to change. Quite frankly, there is no point in making large numbers of items if no-one wants to buy them! for a short while I even toyed with the idea of closing Athena Makes down altogether.
But……I don’t want to. I don’t want to give in to the niggling voice in the back of my head that says it’s because my work isn’t good enough. I want to prove it wrong. After much thought, and consideration, and taking advice from a very valued friend who got me into this in the first place, I have decided to do things differently. Instead of focusing on making a dozen hoops or a dozen pieces of jewellery, to get the maximum number of items in events etc. I am just focusing on doing one or two. But those one or two will be more complex, using more detail, different techniques, and making them to the absolute best of my ability. There is still so much to learn in embroidery, and I am devoting my time and energy into progressing my skills – and hopefully making some embroidery art that people love! My first endeavour into this new mind-set is my lion hoop. I have had this pattern for nearly a year – I love it as soon as I saw it, but I never had the confidence to tackle it as I was scared of mucking it up. So last week I bit the bullet and I did it! And you know what? I think it turned out great!
There are so many different forms of embroidery – stumpwork, whitework, crewel, kantha. I intend to embrace them all! This is going to be a real period of learning for me, and I will be sharing it with you along the way!
I do apologise for the length of this blog post – I have a tendency to waffle once I get going! But I really just wanted to share my thoughts and feelings with you. If anything I have said has struck a chord with you, please let me know – sometime we all just need a tweak to our mind-set!
Congratulations if you have got this far!
Hugs, as always